| SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER.
to much time to think, and ruin things.
ohhhh. sometime i feel like such a little girl
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| jeeze life is so confusing.
im just glad i have such great people in my life . . .
Jessica Riley, Jennifer hartnett, Kyle fach, Austin Pruitt, Levi Thomas, Courtney Koval, Jessie Dowel
you never know what simple days may bring,
i just want one more chance to put my arms in fragile hands.
these thoughts run through my head over and over |
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| last night my bestfriend was driving back to see me. my bestfriend also happens to be my nieghbor, and he was coming home to hang out for a bit at 1-ish. i was calling him one last time to make sure he was on his way, cuz i was already waiting, and his phone died on me. he never showed. i waited, i knew something was wrong. i waited. cops came. he flipped his car off the highway. totaled it. found the camero- didnt find kyle. said there were footprints away from the scene.
me along with the police woke his parents up, and i stayed with his mom for a little while. still no kyle. been 3 hours.
hard as it was, i had to go home and go to sleep.
his mom just called me and told me that he came home around 6, hes ok just bruised and scratched up, they are runing some tests. the officer only gave him a speeding ticket. even though he was drunk, and still on probation for a DUI from last year.
This was a message from God.
kyle should be dead. no seat belt on, two nose flips, went completly off the highway, and landed on frintage,
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| "Have I told you about the tensions of opposites?'' He says
The tension os opposties?
"Life is a series of pulls - back and forth. You want to
do one thing, but are bound to do something else. Something hurts you
and yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted,
even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle.''
sounds like a wrestling match, I say
"A wrestling match." He laughs. "yes, you could descibe life that way"
So which side wins, i ask?
"Which side wins?"
He smiles at me, the crinckled eyes, the crooked teeth.
"Love
wins. Love always wins."
- from Tuesdays With Morrie
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